April 2012
“Tonight I am ugly. I have lost all faith in my ability to attract males. And in...”
– Sylvia Plath (via coffeepains)
I’m so lonely.
I wish I had a significant other. I just miss being cared for.
Although, I doubt anyone would stick around once they got to know me. I hope I meet someone in college.
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March 2012
I CANNOT GO TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY. I can’t. Like, it’s not gonna happen.
Today with Hannah was good. We pretty much were stoned all day and went to Bucsh. Except we ate SO much fucking food and now I feel awful lol shit. Also, wish Rosemary could have been there. =(
Alright, I’m gonna shower.
aurgherkskjk I finally finished my college search. I’ve narrowed it down to Sweet Briar, Randolph College, and Hollins University. But I love them all equally. So I don’t know where to go =(
Also, the theatre teacher at Randolph College looked like Gerard Butler. So……yeah. Having an affair with a professor/teacher is on my bucket list. So, I figure people can’t...
mycroft:
the number of times i think “i don’t care” while people are talking to me is really getting out of hand
unkai:
someone hold me and whisper ‘i will provide you with a stable income for the rest of your life and free you of your responsibilities’ please
Got rejected from Skidmore. I actually really liked that school and it was one of my top choices. *sigh*…..I’ll get over it.
[[MORE]]I’m now in Virginia where I have to visit two more schools, and I have to sit in on classes at both schools. SO FUCK. I was looking forward to this break so that I wouldn’t have to put on a fake smile just to get through a whole school day....
I’m emotionally drained and dreading these next few days.
It doesn’t help that I don’t have therapy at all this week and didn’t have it last week and don’t have anyone I can talk to without sounding like a complete nut-case. Ugh. Life is too hard.
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It’s Spring break. Some of my friends are in Florida, a girl from my school is in Aruba. Other people are out partying with friends. Do you want to know where I am?
I am in a lonely hotel room in Ohio. It is cold, dark, and rainy, and I’m listening to my little brother read the bible enthusiastically. How did my life come to this?
[[MORE]]Sometimes I wish I had tiny thighs. I’d love to be able to wear shorts without wanting to kill myself.
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